When I was a baby...

"If I could pause the moment of life, I would choose to stay by your side forever."

I stopped for a minute at this moment.As the pace of my life is as calm as the aglitter water of the lake reflects back to my mind.Now turned into some shadow that casts the darkness of me inside.The past of all the childhood times as so much as I misses her, I regretted more often then that I spent so little time to stay with her. If I had just a little more seconds with her, I will remains in my childhood time. As I had sung a song today, "When I was a baby, I used to cry. When I was a baby..." The whole song brought my memories back. I wanted so much to be a baby and remained in her arms of love. " why did you walk away and leave me behind?" , I sighed. I have no answers from that day . I miss her alot. How I wish I could be the baby again.